I really didn't know what to say and I couldn't speak. We finished. At the end of my conversation I just hugged her, but I felt that she actually didn't feel it was a "loving hug". I wished I could do something that very moment.....
Then in the programme was karaoke (singing songs from the screen with a microphone). Chinga went there with great pleasure. I was just standing near the door looking and praying for her. Then I couldn't stand any more; I went the bathroom and just cried and prayed for all the ladies. I realized how much I hate the devil for ruining other peoples lives. I felt so sorry for all of them; I wished I could do something that very moment.....
I tried to hide my tears and went out and I took Chinga's hands. I hugged her. Then the ladies started to dance. I danced with Chinga, her face was shining with a beautiful smile. We danced only for one minute. I didn't really want her to let go... She became so dear to me after this short time.
God not only touched my heart, he "shook" it so strongly....I felt how much Jesus is crying with them too. How much He is compassionate and loving to them. How great the plans are He has for every of those ladies.
The evening ended with a strong pain and compassion in my heart. "Chinga", "Chinga" this name I repeated many times. The question is: "Where she will go after this wonderful evening in her life?" Unforgetable evening. Where she will go, when she has no friends, no shelter, no parents, no money, not anyone? Will she again go to this terrible and dirty place? Will she be safe tonight? Will she have a good sleep tonight or food to eat? Where is she now as I am writing this? Is she warm enough? WHERE IS SHE NOW?
- Chinga is on my every day prayer list
- The evening "shook" my heart
- The ladies are on my mind and my heart
Prayer requests:
Pray for the prevention of prostitution in Mongolia
Pray for opportunities for the ladies
(work, education, bible study)
Pray for the team that is working with them
(American and Mogolian missioanaries)
Pray for the financial support
Pray for devoted Christians who are ready
to work, to help, and to influence them.
"For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost."
(Luke 19:10)
"...I am Your God. I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand."
{Isaiah 41:10}
Continuation.........
THANK YOU FATHER!!!!
Time 10:15. It is the last night to go out to the ladies of night. It is very cold outside, almost -30 degrees. My only prayer was to met her again. All the time when we went out, I was looking for her everywhere. She became very important to me, so dear to me as she was my only sister and even more…. I thought I will never meet her again. I couldn't stop praying for her.
That night we went out to a new place, a very dark and dirty place. I went with Galya from out team, inviting them to have a cup of coffee. There were not so many ladies, because it was very cold. When we went a little bit far from the rest of the team, suddenly I saw a girl. She seemed to be very cold. I ran to her so fast as I could. I recognized her. It was she, it was Chimga!!! It was an answer to my prayer. I run to her and hugged and said: “it is me, Zhenya! Do you remember me?”. I knew that she remembers me from the Party. I took her hand and I was so happy that she was near, that my dream realized and that God brought her to me. I was so thankful to HIM!!!!
She started to drink coffee, warming her hands, looking around. She was so miserable and lost. I was just hugging her and holding her hands. Then she took another cup of coffee and soon she started to speak… She said “I am tired, some men want to kill and sometimes she wants also to commit suicide” She was very desperate….I couldn't keep my eyes from tears. I started to cry and sob, so she too… We cried together, hugging each other. I didn't want to let her go…never…never!
We took her to the office. Me and my friend Galya brought her everything she needed, food clothes, towel, warm socks and etc. We had to stay with her all night, It was such a great pleasure for me to take care of her. She was very hungry and cold. After several hours, her face started to shine with a beautiful smile. She was so happy as a child! Then we went to bed. I was so thankful to God that she was near and safe and that she can have a rest and be comforted. She immediately felt asleep. She was tired of this day and terrible life.
Next morning it was decided that she have to go home. My heart squeezed… I was crying inside…Oh, no..I don’t want her to come back to that terrible life, I don’t want to feel broken again. How much I wished I could do something that time. We were talking about Jesus and faith in Him and that He is the only One who can change her life. She knew that!
When I was seeing her off to the bus station, Again I was holding her hand and showing on her heart and saying “Есус Христус!” that means Jesus Christ. She beat on her heart and said the same words. I knew that Jesus will never let her go, He will always help her!
When I was returning back from the bus station the only words I had in my heart were “Thank You Father!” Thank you for that wonderful meeting! It was You! It was from You!!!
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